| im really glad i went home this weekend. it was very much needed to see familiar faces and just be home. at the same time though, i realized jmu is my new home. home is still home but jmu is home too. does that make sense? idk, basically going home to manassas reaffirmed that jmu is where i should be. |
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| so i signed a lease for an apartment for next year today and im going to be living with Valerie!!! this is going to be so much fun, but i'll be sad when she graduates at the end of our year together... anyways that put me in a awesome mood and i also just cant wait to go home this weekend!!!!! |
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| so i've really gone and fucked up my life...i wish i could go back to february when i felt so amazingly happy. im so sick of "random play." i miss having a relationship with a good guy. i want that again...i want somebody who will treat me right and who will take care of me...
sorry im so depressing lately. |
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| I'm unsure as to why I've even kept this til now since I havent updated since before cameron and i were dating. I'm also unsure as to why I'm even updating it now instead of just deleting it...I kinda just feel like i need to write some stuff. Lately things have been interesting? i guess you could call it that. i love college and i know that JMU is where im meant to be but im still in a weird mood about life. i know that college is changing who i am, and im just not sure whether i like the person im becoming, but i dont know how to stop that. does anybody else feel like that? i have fun a lot of the time but when i think about myself and what im doing and thinking, i dont like it. im not even doing anything that bad. I havent done drugs here, just drinking, so why do i feel like this? i like going out but sometimes i feel like maybe im just going out because i feel like i need to to meet new people. maybe its time i just start playing mommy to the drunk people each weekend, but im sure that would get old...i dont know. well i guess thats all i wanted to say...leave comments if you have opinions. |
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| Just updating to say that I'm alive...lol. Things have been amazing lately! They honestly could not be better!
  
C.M.S. <3
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